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[27 Dec 2005|11:43am] Merry X-mas from Craiggy the Christmas Frog But no, right now I'm in a pinstripe dress and a fedora. And I got my tommy gun and whatnot. And a little tie and red lipstick. I look pretty hot.. My brothers wife compares me to other people too much. She hates my hair and my clothes and my makeup. Please allow me to rant for just a moment: 1. My hair - Bitch, STFU. Your idea of nice hair is the most hideous thing EVER. This is not 1985, alright? I am not 5 years old, either. Shut up about my hair. Do you know what it takes for me to make my hair look at least SEMI-decent in the morning? No, you don't. Shut up. I wake up every morning with my hair all over the damn place. It's one big, huge, poofy, bushy mess. I've mastered the art of taming that THING on my head in less than 20 minutes each day. I don't have the time to do a fucking updo every morning. Leave me be. 2. My clothes - I am not a frilly little girly girl. I would have thought that was obvious. whatever shut up. 3. My makeup - I'm proud of my makeup. I don't care that you don't like my multicolored liners and shadows. I don't care that you don't like the fact that I choose to wear clear lip gloss most days. Please forgive me for not wanting to look like some fucked up sideshow freak with the brown lipstick that you always wear. Brown lipstick? That's gross. Honestly. And I don't do "neutrals", hoebag. They don't do anything for me. And they're incredibly boring. Worry about your own looks, slut. Not about mine. [/rant]

lots & lots [04 Dec 2005|01:04pm] [ music | Madonna ] So lots and lots has been happening lately, and due to stupid work blocking lj, I havent had a chance to inform you all. This past weekend was insane. Seriously. Thursday, Friday and Saturday night. So messed up. Pretty sure I dont remember most of saturday night simply because i was still recovering from thursday and friday. Met a 30yr old. Sugar Daddy. He has lots of money and said he'd buy me nice things, however now he's become a tad too obsessed. So patrice and I are planning on finding away to ditch him tonight for good. I have a friend, and I really miss her. Her name is Zoé and she's so cool. and we always e-mail eachother like everyday, writing stories, writing poems, telling jokes, reciting our day, telling our problems and helping eachother. It doesn't make sense how, how much  a like we are. Everyday we go through the same thing and I find it amazingly crazy. School has been really good lately. It's really easy. Oh well.. I have a bunch of really good teachers, and this school system is unbelievable. It really is a dream come true, and I am ever so happy that I can walk down the hallways and not be scared, I can sing, and tell my feelings.. I'm just ever so grateful. I wish everyone can feel this feeling. I want to start helping the world more. I adopted a child from africa, and and sometime I was thinking i might want to go visit... while I'm there I can visit Morgun. He was my old boyfriend. I loved him. I love him. I never talk to him anymore. I really wish I did. We were really close. There was a connection there, I promise. oh.. oh Morgues... ♥♥♥ So, here I am, in Windsor, I've been living here for awhile now. my brothers wife is annoying the hell out of me. I desperately can't stand her. So, I was thinking of leaving. I could move in with some friends, but that would get out of hand. I could move in with my parents. but that would require Thunder Bay.. and and my heart would break one thousand times. That town is so... negative, and stuck up. I don't know. Maybe I'll just find myself.. Or I can just stick it out with her. Who knows. Wheeee. I miss a lot right now.

[27 Nov 2005|08:54pm] I cant begin to describe how rock star I was on the weekend. hahahaha. I called in sick to work on saturday AND sunday. I'm almost certain I'm going to get fired now. FRIDAY NIGHT: I decided to go to the depot last minute. So much for me boycotting that place for a week or so. haha. Got mega drunk on scotch and coke. Strutted around. I got some 30 something year old guy to buy me a drink hahaha. He also gave me some nasty ass cigarette that almost burnt a hole in my throat. Umm.. I hung out with shane and kane a bit. haha Huge ass hardcore boys, that make me look even more anno. At the end of the night I stumbled towards home with kate and patrice. fun fun fun. SATURDAY NIGHT: Omg. hahaha where to begin...Went to the Family. Got majorly fucked up. I was so out my element there it was funny. I wore my sunglasses and tight purple jeans. hahahaha. People either loved it or thought i was retarded. Um. Meet some awesome new people. Hung out with the Gold Coast boy we meet a couple of weeks ago that we nick named Linkin Abs, cause he has the nicest set of abs ever. hahaha. Anyway. If I dont get fired, I shall be out again next weekend. love love

I listen to Madonna when I cry. *cries like a virgin* [15 Nov 2005|08:59pm] OH MY GOD @ saturday night seriously. HAHAHAHAHA I was drunk drunk drunk again. Cruising around with my sunnies on. hahahaha. Hugging random strangers. I even started kissing some girls arm that I thought was my friend. HAHAHAH It wasnt :/ Today she added me to myspace. HAHAHAHAHA. funny. James picked me up and carried me around. HAHAH Mikey kept hugging me and stealing my sunglasses. bitch. haha. Casey was just amazing. haha. LUCY! hahaha we both screamed and like jumped on each other. I r&b danced by myself hahahaha. oh lord.

[10 Nov 2005|09:03pm] [ mood | frustrated and joyed ] HATED last night. HATE my life right now. PRETTY SURE I want to leave the country and just start a whole new life. SO over Brisbane ****on the other hand*** Everything is starting to shape up nicely. All the puzzle pieces have found their places. I'm content with my life right now. Fucking hate the wind. Ruins my hair. hahahaha. This week has gone rather quickly, which is nice. I realise there will probably be a time where speedy week days will seem evil. For now, I live for the weekend. Booze and Boys on Saturday. Joy Joy Joy.

[31 Oct 2005|02:23am] [ mood | happy ] the weekend was wack. haha wack. apart from being completely fucked off my face, i met a boy. pretty sure he is pretty. pretty sure he is bf material. pretty sure he may already be the bf. hahaha. cute. i'll upload some pics when i head home tomorrow. love love

[26 Oct 2005|11:17pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | felix da housecat - money success fame ] So I once again had a big weekend out. Got insanely drunk. Most likely embaressed myself countless times. Made some new friends. Got hit on by some boy I swore was straight. He was kinda cute. Hung out with this guy I've always hated because he's a beautiful woman eater. Breaks little girls hearts and all that. I made fun of his afi tattoo. so he tried to tackle me. haha. Ummmm... I danced on a podium. hahaha. My ex bf saw me and was coming over to say hi, when the cute boy came up and kissed my stomach. hahaha. Ex bf then diverted to the bar. Anyway. love love love PS: my nipples hurt >:O

[08 Oct 2005|09:31am] well study hall i snuck in with mr.whitmire into the storage room and grabed a set of a band uniform for tonight! yesssss we rule. dont tell, shhhhhh after i cut my hair, its very noticeable i really feel like making a movie again, good times. *cough cough*

you think your so cool, as the raven tells you never more [27 Sep 2005|07:32pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | dresden dolls ] Dear hot guy who winked at me and smiled at me on the street today: Thank you You made my day Love, Craig So i got to spend my evening with the hott awesome hott jamie!! It was so much fun, we had dinner and sat and talked for a while and then walked and then talked and i love talking to jamie cause we can vent to each other and just talk, we get along like that and it is fantastic!! I cant wait to go to avalon with him on saterday if it all works out! I really need to get a planner, like really bad, i am totally out of it with my schedule and i am falling apart because of it like i never know if i can plan something or not so i get confuzzled o well soon enough, Its been a good day all in all, no freeze dried bullshit.... Anyways, Tired, sick of my dad who is being really awful and i dont know why. he's just really upset that i'm pregnant like omgzzz whyyy!? It happens to everyone sooner or later My mom is being pretty cool so thats awesome> SCHOOL RULES CULES BOO! I totally need to get to bed earlier....sleepy all day in school, dreaming of muffins, boys, and lipgloss We are learning about Africa in class and its pretty depressing but on the bright side, home of morgun.... SHAKESPEARE IN ENGLISH!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!! Othello, pretty awesome, one of the tragedies i havent read so im pretty ducky about it.... Icecream and teenage soaps for me... fucking out.... KTHXBYE lovelovelove <3 eeeeeeee Being As Fab As Me is PHAT!

[13 Sep 2005|06:13pm] eep. suck my cock. please.

[26 Aug 2005|12:35am] ry-ry is going to be here any minute and we are gonna chill, yo. hes so sweet. and cute. and sexy. for sure. yesterday was his birthday and he stayed the night. we had a good night. work today was kind of on the slow side. kevin managed to not bitch at me for anything, either. thats a shocker. tomorrow i have to work from 11:30-7:30. its cool though because when i get home, i get the house all to myself. my brother and his wife went to somewhere or whatever. theyre old. but im not. hahaahahaaaaa..   so i'm back to onle belly button, ears and tongue as piercings, the other 5 weren't working... kept getting caught in love making. yeah... as if. I need a new boyfriend.

[14 Aug 2005|12:28am] [ mood | cute ] [ music | spice girls ] Woke up with the worst headache EVER. Fell asleep in the shower. OOPS Work. Closed early. Bowling tonight. with Brother ,Randy , Rob, Josh and Frank. Bath(who cares about my belly button) Shave Facial Wash face Moitureize put pj's on. Go through my room like always Wish that i had my camera. but left it at Rob's ::giggles:: Listen to music. Talk to Rob. Goodnight. Maybe i'll be on later ta ta

[06 Aug 2005|08:36pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Milkshake ♪ Kelis ] i got my monroe pierced yesterday. new ae pants. 0. not stretch. wicked tight. new hoodie. 4. h&m. i needed help getting it on. haha. new wednesday 13 shirt. wicked metal. btw. YOU yes you. you can keep the clothes i gave you, but my white studded belt i want it back. and soon. on a lighter note. i am XgodX.

Eeeeeeeee [27 Jul 2005|10:53am] [ mood | content ] [ music | I like the way you move ♪ Outkast ] Well it's decided. I will never again be living at jeffs, i'm done with thunder bay. I'm moving out! Moving on! I'm gone!! eeeeehehhehe!!! yayahhh!! But I'm also really sad. I am going to miss all the kids here, and all the drunken nights. and all the times we just go get piercings and I am going to miss the sleeping giant. I never did get to sleep with him. the big slutface. heehehe I'm so sad I didn't get to see Kristyn.                                  It's a damn shame. A Damn shame.      I ♥♥♥♥♥heart Kristyn. Good kid she is. For Dizzle. ohmygosh, (no offence to you kristyn) but I'm thinking of the GIRL I never met.. I'm crazy... don't worry I'll miss you all and i'll write you all beautiful letters SMOTHERED in perfume! because I can. My dad is bringing all my belongings on the August 5th weekend. My new highschool has like a gay rites class... i think I'm going to take it. I already know like, everyone, that goes to my school. Despite the sadness of leaving thunder bay, I'm actually excited to go to school. I like this feeling. I don't have to worry about being bullied. I don't have to worry about what people call me or what they do to me. I feel safe. It's a good feeling.. X_x I think I've grown a lot during my time here. Morgun would be proud. I really miss him...

[08 Jul 2005|04:59pm] Ooohhoooo    Coming home in 33 days. lol We are going to Toronto  tomorrow, for a few raves and stuff. I've been taking way too much drugs and it's just going to get worse. Craig sucks at having self control. Eeek. Though the boys around here are gorgeous..

eeeeeeeee [07 Jul 2005|04:58pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | just like a pill ♪ P!NK ] Oh hell, I am having an absolutely Fabulous time here in windsor. Reuniting with the boys s amazing. I loved when they came and visited me. Now I am visiting them and I +heart+ it. A lot.

[05 Jul 2005|08:12am] I am in Windsor, with no computer acess but this, at the library. I love you all.. Kisses. Craig

this so isn't even worth it. [29 Jun 2005|11:23am] I hate how friends sneak behind eachothers back. Like, fuck, just be honest. Even if you are bound to hurt the other person, be honest.

(read: we = Craig, Jeff, Mark, Jeffky, Scott, Willow, Zoé, Cassy) [28 Jun 2005|08:12am] [ mood | hungover ] so there we all were, just relaxing, enjoying, well... errr... life! ( and then )

I'm In Love [25 Jun 2005|01:02pm] [ mood | impressed ] [ music | Why Must I Be A Teenager In Love ♪ Bobby Vinton ] Sorry, I haven't been posting for a while... Because.. I am in love ♥♥♥  I just, feel so completely understood and loved by this guy. He is amazing. You are amazing. I love you Mark. ( AAaaaaaaaaa ♥♥ )

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